so this weekend was pretty rough, but we seemed to get thru it. we all went to my paw-paw's house to spread his ashes. To be honest it was nothing like i expected, just different. we all, the children and grandchildren, got a small amount of his ashes and spread them around the farm. In places that were important to him and meant something to us throughout our childhood. Its still so unreal. he would have been 81 this past saturday, march 7th. its like he totally went back into the earth. he was born, he lived, he died, and now he is spread on his farm among the earth. Paw-Paw, I miss you and I love you!!! I can't wait to see you again. love, mit mit